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Beacuse of you

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
Will not left myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did you fell so hard
I’ve learn the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not to long before you point it out
I can not cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile
A laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can possible break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
But everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better
than to lean on me
you never thought of anyone els
you just saw your paint
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
Because it’s empty

Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you